Wow great , it's been awhile bla bla bla bla
anyway so i'm gonna start tell something that you don't really care , and people i know will never read this tho..
um so it's been a tough month lot of things happen , just feels like ride a car and travel the time lol , actually do you think that writing some post blog it's kinda old stuff? Cause lot of person think that way , but you know old stuff it's always cool some vintage things , it's like watching jurassic park for the first time ...
gosh , wtf i was talking about , anyway i don't want to share anything just want to write random things , because it's hard to tell someone else , what in my mind .
it's just because i'm too alone , i just need someone to talk to from deepest heart of my life , i just feel so lonely even there is lot of friend i hang with , but it's always hard if i don't have any friend that could understand my mind and heart , i'ts just.... i'm not saying that it's not fun to hang out with them , but it's just like that ... and then it will be gone .
lot of things just through my mind , it's like i'm a slave by my own fucking mind you know ... it's like i'm not the one who control myself , but it's my mind , i don't know maybe it's kind of disease , i don't know what the hell happen with myself , lately i just become so sensitive about everything , this is not me at all .. i don't know feels like nerd.
i always think that this world has two different kind of character.. which is bad guy and good guy .. i always think which one i am? i always think two-sided perspective ... i just want to be the good guy i guess , defending the innocent people without mention myself as a heroes , so i guess that's why they called superheroes ...
fantasize , everybody always want to fantasize , i even want to be a soccer player when i watch chelsea fc playing ... i always be a competitive person in every aspect.
and lately i just watch a movies called HUGO , and i watch chloe she was like my crush from the tv screen , i think i just fell in love with her.. there is nothing more painful than yo see your crush but you absolutely can't do anything about it .. she just perfectly obviously way way far out of my league ..
great..just great randow shit
